...home...

since graduating i feel like my car is the only home i have had. i have lived in six different places in the last two years. i kind of like it this way. picking up and moving whenever i want. i find that i enjoy moving.
however in the not so distant future i will be making the biggest move of my life. sometimes i don't know if i am ready for this move. you would think with all the moving i have done it would not be that big of a deal. you would be wrong.

:the gardens we keep:

we all have them! whether we want to admit to it or not. places that we do not want others to find. places that we do not want others to see. we are creatures who long to be hidden. who long to look as if it is all together. but what happens if it is not. what happens if things are not what they seem. what do we do then...
i call these places gardens. the reason for this is because gardens can be little or quit large. and for the most part(i understand that some are not)we keep them for ourselves. you see, to me gardens cover up the very things that we dont want people to see. the things that people will not like about us...
but what if...what if we let the gardens go...then people might see us for who we truly are...